watching: screen. Im sorry, i cant keep my eyes on two things at once...!
listening to: whirrrrrrrrrrrrrr
mood: pleasantly high on sleep
yes, its that time agin, I have GBYSO....

for those who have no idea what that is... I'll clarify:

5 painful hours of the violin in the BU Fine Arts building... *sniff* the horrors that I have to go through!

I feel kinda stupid. Lemme tell you why, its like that weird feeling thats like "whats better, nuTang, or Xanga?" To tell you the truth, its hard figuring out which is better. I LOVE nuTang for its awesome things, and its very... interesting in a good way. Xanga... is more uniform. I mean... i could use this topic as a debate topic. Now only if I took speech and debate. HAH.



Isnt that thing called schiztsofranic..? (spelling?!?!) when you have more than one identity in the poor frame we call a body? lol, im not using it as an insult, fyi. It would define Gollum... or Smeagol. I kid around about being s***********...? but then after, i have to keep up my image!

- no you dont-
*OF COURSE we do! its the reputation we maintain because of our uniqueness!*

again, I'm kidding.

Lydz

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watching: wurds
listening to: whirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
mood: FREAKISHLY HAPPY

haha, yeah, I ABSOLUTELY love break time... I didnt even realize until the last bell rang that we had a whole freaking week to do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

Mom got me "the real highschool handbook" how to survive, thrive, and prepare for what's next... tssh... ok..? but I read the 9th grader part anyway... its fun to see what others do. One person was like... "Yea, we took pot and smoked in high school. dont do that, its bad for you. Makes your grades go down lower yo.."

Actually, all of them were like that.. *COUGH* ok..?

Luv yaz...

<3Lydz

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watching: nothing
listening to: Lillix's "Quicksand"
mood: retarded! haha, jk, I'm depressed-ish

ah yes, the subject is a Lillix song.. i dunno, i feel weird and depressy..

when i look in the mirror, i find a really fat person... but people say that i'm skinny. does this mean that I'm having an eating disorder? this is really annoying, cause i eat soo much... i feel UGH..

today Yi Ling wore a skirt w/ black knee high socks w/ pink stripes... then she wore black all star shoes that had bright red laces... it was kinda erm... odd... i think she needs to tan her legs... very white. It's really weird, cause she came from China, where most people are tannish... I'm even tan, and I only live in the Caucasian "hood of Lexington". Oh yeah, I gotta give her the $10 cause she bought that sweatshirt for me. The problem is that the sweatshirt is like her's, and its large. It's HUGE on me. and she said that they still have a sale at Aeropostale until the 20th. *drools* i MUST go shopping soon...

I'm having a weird week. In math class, the girls all group up into their "people's" and then I'm left all alone... not saying that I'm not popular. Of course, I'm not, but I'm not a social outcast. *tear* At least, I hope not. But what I dislike the most is that the teacher doesnt use the last 3 minutes to talk about a subject, like math for example. BLAH, seriously, he could use that time to finish up the notes we were taking. Not that I want him to though. I know if Julia was reading this, shed be like "you need to branch out more! you're so quiet!" well its moi so sorry... actually, I did branch out. I talked to Stephi, Terry (gags), and Michelle... it wasnt 1/2 as bad.

Ok, here goes. I hate Terry's guts. It's so irritating to see him come up to Yi Ling and me to ask for "Candy". AUGH, i bet we spend sooo much money on candy for him. And I dont even BUY the candy. Maybe I should just ignore the snot rag. His personality is even more infuriating. Maybe its just a mood swing of mine, maybe its real.

Well, I'll go see if i can get the gym today.

--<3 Lydz

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watching: the screen of my computer.. duh!
listening to: Myra (dont ask..!)
mood: tired!


I ACTUALLY FINISHED MY ENGLISH HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha, we read Sixteen in school, and its about this girl who falls in love with this weird "mystery guy" who is "perfect in every way"...

REALITY CHECK: there is no such thing as a "perfect guy"... at least... not for people i know!!! *evil cackle*

erm.. right. anyway, So the homework was to write the story in the GUY's point of view. well sorry Mrs. Whittemore, but some of us arent guys... ugh. I dont even want to know what goes on inside of a guy's mind..


im too tired to do anything else, not that there is.

See, I had gbyso and CYO both today.. its soo difficult. My fingers are peeling! Well, almost. The skin was like... bleh and blah. (that IS cute!) It was stiff skin, so it made lots of pizzicato noises.. whoops! I'm really happy now, I keep smiling alot, maybe its all the LILLIX songs that I listen to.

haha, there's a freaky thought, at least for all those who think that LILLIX members are posers:

LILLIX BUILDS SELF ESTEEM... haha, yeah right.

and I didnt eat since 12... thats a really creepy thought, especially since I usually eat alot... like... ALOT at home..

ok, I'm REALLLLY TIRED... watch me fall asleep right now.. I'm really happy that I finished all my homework...

Mood swings suck, I got "mad" at Yi Ling the other day, it didnt help matters though when I had lots of homework... I'll say sorry tomorrow, because she got me a sweat shirt, shes a really good friend. Id like to chase out my mood swings please!!!

I remember Science... those lava lamps rocked! Gloop.. gloop, gloop.. what a nifty base and it was OuT oF ThIs WoRLd!!!! ahaha, its time for zzzz's... lets see if I can catch some tonite...

Lydz, OWT! I actually like that, its kinda like Seacrest, out... only, better...

-<3 Lydz

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watching: computer
listening to: lillix
mood: spaz


this website is really cool! I've actually seen this place before, i just used to use XaNgA... i have to say, this is soo much better. Well, I was so bored of xanga too.

Anyway, I'll say hi to all of you people, and then I'll be off to explore this awesome new territory...

--<3 Lydz

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